soo-won takes a second, brings a hand to his face, and just. makes the most absolutely anguished noise known to man. no, he doesn't actually pull away or impose any meaningful distance, but still. hak has made him want to make this noise multiple times in the past, but before he's tempered it because there were always other people around. he is a king and whether by nature or upbringing, he often holds onto his elegance and composure with a death grip. except for right now, when he is so painfully eighteen and feeling utterly ruined from just a few short sentences from his (former?) best friend.
he wants to sink to the ground and let the earth envelop him. zeno once reflected that it's hak and only hak that can make soo-won so human. he didn't know the half of it. his emotions take a horrible tumble, tossed like it's nothing more than a sheet caught in the winds. his heart oscillates between despair and tenderness and back again. what is he supposed to do with this? how could he ever be worthy of any of this? ]
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soo-won takes a second, brings a hand to his face, and just. makes the most absolutely anguished noise known to man. no, he doesn't actually pull away or impose any meaningful distance, but still. hak has made him want to make this noise multiple times in the past, but before he's tempered it because there were always other people around. he is a king and whether by nature or upbringing, he often holds onto his elegance and composure with a death grip. except for right now, when he is so painfully eighteen and feeling utterly ruined from just a few short sentences from his (former?) best friend.
he wants to sink to the ground and let the earth envelop him. zeno once reflected that it's hak and only hak that can make soo-won so human. he didn't know the half of it. his emotions take a horrible tumble, tossed like it's nothing more than a sheet caught in the winds. his heart oscillates between despair and tenderness and back again. what is he supposed to do with this? how could he ever be worthy of any of this? ]